Reflections on life's journey

Welcome to SNAY, a personal blog where I share my life in retrospect, one episode at a time. Join me as I explore past experiences, reflect on lessons learned, and share insights gained along the way. This is my journey, told through stories and reflections. I hope you enjoy the read.

    ‘RETURNING’ … THIS LIFE IN RETROSPECT

2025

The story starts NOW, during WW3 a very dangerous and INSANE time on the ILLFATED PLANET EARTH. There is a wise saying…

 “BETTER TO SAY NOTHING AND BE THOUGHT A FOOL, THAN OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND REMOVE ALL DOUBT”

Well let’s remove some of the DOUBT, Shall we?

My name is PATRICK JOHN CREAMER 111, and now that I have your undivided attention, my initial description of this literary piece is to say it will be a mockumentary, documentary and preamble for a Feature film, working title … “THE RETURN PROPHESY” During this journey there will be peace, love, mung beans and a fair bit of blood and guts. Just a bit about my favourite subject … ME……. I am what some call…….

 The Sensitive New Age Yobbo but I’ve been a lot of things …….

       A LOVER, A FIGHTER, A FATHER, A PRISONER, A PAINTER, A PROPHET, A BURGLER, A BARBER, A BRAGGART and more, but enough about me, for a short while.

Our world is suffering from a disease called ‘Divide and Rule’, yet we are two wings of the same bird which originally was the Bird of Peace.

This is a time when the biggest mass fraud was perpetrated on the people of this earth by the dark powers lurking in the shadows. Yes, I am talking about the covid fraud, when half the people on the planet were conned into being injected with a substance which caused millions of deaths. When trillions of dollars were ripped off the average citizens whilst scaring the population with a “DISEASE” which had a 1% chance of killing you, and as it turned out the vaccinations caused millions more deaths than the alleged danger. Within three months of rollout (Dec 2020–Feb 2021), Pfizer recorded over 1,200 deaths and 100s of thousands of severe adverse events - including myocarditis, pericarditis, neurological disorders, liver damage, blood clotting, and autoimmune diseases. Since then, we have had millions of deaths from the injections. Yes, MILLIONS.

Enough about the war, we will get back that later. Back to me.

 I am sitting in my little caravan in the mountain bush down the hill from my beautiful daughter in-law’s home in Beechmont GOLD COAST AUSTRALIA, listening to the soundtrack of “KITTINS THE MUSICAL” a theatre play which I started writing 24 years ago and if I have my way, most of my extremely talented family will participate in the production.  Good night.

      Well, it’s 4.57 and the Kookaburra alarm is sounding so, back to writing.

Charlie Kirk has just been assassinated, and this is a sign of how crazy this war is becoming. I feel that the murder of babies in the womb and the EVIL cast on them after birth is satanism at its most horrid and the activists protesting over ‘HUMAN RIGHTS’ should stop and consider where these rights start.

       I have just found my old copy of the … Ancient Egyption

42 WISE COUNCILS including hieroglyphics.

So, I prayed on it, so with the permission of my LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS THE CHRIST, I shall include the wise councils at appropriate times.

     Speaking of religion, I will indulge in the first flashback……. 1954 ST. MARYS CATHOLIC SCHOOL WEST END Brisbane. My Sister, brother and I are on assembly at 8.30 AM and the head nun Sister Mary Calasanctius read out loud, to the entire school the names of the children who had not paid their school fees, yes! My sister Jenifer, my brother Butch and me. At the time I was an altar boy and dux of my class at 10 years old. Many times, during this period I observed nuns being very cruel to little children. Hitting with thick straps and metal edge rulers, pulling ears and more, and at the time I recall saying audibly “that’s not holy”. Unfortunately, a short time later I observed Calasanctius with a LARGE BISCUIT TIN into which she was stuffing money and struggling to close the lid and given the school fees embarrassment I might say I was incensed to such a degree that I hatched a plot to help myself to the contents of THE LARGE BISCUIT TIN. Now, the wardrobe protecting the prize was locked, and the nun had the key secure on a chain in her pocket. Being a “Bond” type even at the age of 10, I realized the wardrobe in the lower school had an identical key which stayed in place. During the lunch break the next day I very stealthily removed the key from the non-secure wardrobe and seconds later removed 10-shilling note from the tin in the locked and secure wardrobe, speedily retuning the key to its former home. ICE CREAM and COKE for my friends we had a party during the lunch hour next day …… LOTS OF LAUGHING. This was the first time I stole anything. Might I say, I returned to THE LARGE BISCUIT TIN many times until I was expelled. I am not sure when, but I know what for. The head nun reprimanded me and tried to hit me on the back of the hand with a metal edged ruler and I snatched the weapon from her hand, broke it in half and threw it in her face, said “GET FUCKED” and walked out. As I was leaving the school grounds a few nuns appeared on the veranda calling out “Patrick come back” to which I responded with the same phrase. I am still not sure today if they really would like to obey my command. Time for the 1^st of the wise counsels.  Good night.

Awaken to that beautiful sound of the birds. Good morning.

     While at ST. MARYS I had a very good friend Nicky Rolph a Greek boy and at lunch time we would gesticulate and cackle wildly over an 'absurd' matter…….

                                  “A millionth of a flee”

We would start with one of us saying ‘Imagine a hundredth of a flea, to which the other would retort ‘imagine a thousandth of a flea’ escalating up to a Million, during which time, besides nearly choking on our lunch, I am certain we nearly peed our pants. Why I include these hysterical lunches in this story is because we were looked upon with disdain by the nuns and some fellow students and we were talking about things unseen which recurs on a regular basis throughout these writings. Nicky and I went on to the same high school, played football in the same grand final winning team then formed the rock and roll band RHYTHM ROCKERS together but that was a different decade. More about that later. Next Back to WW3.

My view on Muslim people is the same as my view of Catholic people.

In general, they are just average people who are not aware of the evil involved in the foundation of the ‘organisation’ they believe is a religion of peace and love. Now, when both the Catholic crusades and the Muslim crusades were evil in their intent, so it does indicate the evil in these ‘Organised Religions’.

There isn't a definitive percentage of Muslims who are Islamists, but one 2017 estimate suggested 10–15% of the world's Muslims identified as Islamists, while a Pew Research study showed varied support for Islamist principles like sharia law across different countries. The broad term "Islamist" encompasses a range of ideologies focused on reordering society and politics according to Islamic law.Support for certain Islamist ideals does not necessarily mean adherence to all Islamist viewpoints. The grooming and organised rape across Britain and the hiding of paedophilia in the church and government are examples of Satanism in our World now. The origin of ISLAM is not equivalent to the origin of Christianity. Comparing Mohammad to Jesus is comparing a murderous paedophile {Mohammad] to a Beautiful Essene Holy man [Jesus]. This writing could put me in extreme danger.

 WISE COUNSEL 3. TURN NOT FROM THE PATH WHEN IT IS BESET WITH DANGER.

The Essenes and THE DEAD SEA SCROLLS.  Excerpts and opinions. 

 Inside these ancient texts lie hidden messages, teachings meant to elevate you to a higher level of consciousness if you miss this you might never understand the true path Jesus laid out for this world. What the secret teachings of Jesus are can be viewed through the lens of mysticism focusing on the inner transformation of consciousness rather than external religious practises. These teachings are meant to reveal Christ consciousness, a state of spiritual unity with God accessible to all human beings. The esoteric wisdom of Jesus was not about dogma but realising the divine within, [SELF REALISATION].   Scripture viewed from a mystical rather than literal perspective.

TEACHING 1. The Kingdom of God is within you. This is one of the most essential and esoteric. The Church interpretation often places the Kingdom of God in the afterlife, but this misses that the mystical Jesus was pointing towards an internal reality, a state of divine consciousness where the soul realises its oneness with God. This inner realisation is not limited to sensory properties. It's available to all individuals who seek to awaken. The understanding of enlightenment in eastern religions where the true self or atman is realised as being one with the divine. Jesus was teaching that salvation and heaven are states of consciousness and can be experienced here and now by going inward and recognising one’s divinity. When Jesus says ‘I and the father of one’ he is not just Speaking of himself alone but is offering a universal truth about the potential of all humanity. This teaching expresses nonduality a central concept in mystical teachings across the world. Nonduality refers to the realisation that the apparent separation between the individual soul and the divine is elusive, in truth there is only one. This statement invites people to recognise that just as Jesus realised his unity with God so too can everyone. Interaction on the path of spiritual awakening involves transcending the ego, the sense of separateness and merging with the divine presence.

TEACHING 2. The eye of the single vision. Jesus says, ‘the eye is the lamp of the body if your eye is single your whole body will be full of light.’ This teaching often overlooked or misinterpreted refers to spiritual vision and the awakening of the third eye, an understanding found in many esoteric traditions, the single eye is the spiritual centre or Ajna chakra in yoga terms that allows an individual to perceive higher reality. When Jesus speaks of the eye being single, he refers to the state of pure consciousness where all distractions and illusions of the physical world fall away. When the third eye is activated, it brings in a light of divine wisdom flooding the entire being with spiritual insight. This teaching aligns with eastern mysticism where focusing on the third eye in meditation is a key to awakening higher consciousness.

TEACHING 3. rebirth of spirit

 One cannot enter the Kingdom of God unless they are born again this is often misunderstood as a simple conversion experience or baptism but in its deeper sense it refers to spiritual Repair, a profound transformation of consciousness. Being born again is an inner awakening a shift from identification with the physical ego itself to the realisation of the divine nature. This concept is closely related to the teaching that any awakening or rise of inner energy in various esoteric traditions is to be born again or to experience a higher state of consciousness where one sees reality not through the limited perspective of the ego but through the internal soul view.

TEACHING 4. The narrow path.

Jesus says ‘Enter through the narrow gate for wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it but small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life and only a few find it. This teaching refers to the spiritual journey the narrow path is the Esoteric path of inner transformation and spiritual disciplines. Many follow the broad path of materialism ego and worldly pursuits but only a few are willing to tread the challenging path of self-discovery, meditation and surrender to the divine. In this context Jesus is speaking about the initiation process into higher consciousness where the seeker must leave behind the attachments of the ego and the world to ascend to a state of divine realisation. 

That is sufficient about the inner world for the moment.